I'm so sad again!

This first part should be dated "04/25/08".

I got a job through a job agency, they contact me and they said they had a possible job for me but when I got there (last week monday) they really had no one/job.  That's kind of sneaky... i didn't care.  If they think they had a job that's cool, if they couldn't find me a job that was cool.  Well, they called me on Thursday and wanted me to go interview but I couldn't because I had no car. (when it rains it pours) So I went Friday.  Before going Tracy my contact person said that since I wrote down on there application (i didn't know what I was doing/i wasn't thinking at all) "What will be the lowest amount of money an hour I would take?" I put down $13.00 an hour (i didn't know what I was doing/i wasn't thinking at all) " (I ALREADY SAID YES) so of course for the 90 days trial I'm getting $13.00 an hour (from the agency)  but after 90 days the Agency is going to fight for $17.00 or $18.00 an hour from the company.  The company is a contract research and development for Pharmaceutical/Biotechnology.  My boss & owner he's a very nice man and smart. Very Geeky.  In the short time we spoke his conversation was very interested, I guess we got a long.  I felt comfortable, and he's honest didn't hold back anything about what is needed in his office or what has gone on in his office.  I think he's around Terry's age.  The office is so old and not clean at all.  Oh!  I was going to be in charge of the whole office!  HOLY SHIT! (i have a good sense about this job....dear god please let me be right) The lunch room, conference room, office and everything is all one room! (maybe 50 feet by 25 feet),they have cement floors, the walls need painting, and the desks (i think 2 desk) look like there from the 60's.   Oh God! I don't remember seeing the bathroom!  The description of the job/position sounds very challenging, this is weird....but I don't mind (for some reason I don't mind). The company is in my old neighbor, it's off of Kedzie on 38th St., it's also about 2 to 3 blocks away from my "God Fathers" house. There's about 8 to 10 employers, all men.  I start tomorrow at 9:00 and get out at 5:30 and I can wear jeans and gumshoes. I started this email before dinner and I just finish dinner and dishes and Terry is now saying I can work part time.  Well, once Terry heard I got the job he felt weird, he said the "Agency" is to shifty. (i didn't know what I was doing/i wasn't thinking at all) " I think it "came to fast".  I applied to the Agency on Monday and got a job on Friday?????

 

I still need your prays.  I hope this job comes out to be "Great" for me.  I keep saying to myself "I can do this!".  And if this doesn't come out then I can work part time!

 

Oh God! What did I get myself into!