Well, I guess it's time to write what's going on in my life.

It's been such a long, long time and there's so much.  Being over 50 I don't think I can remember everything.  But I will tell you this, I'm in good health and alive of course! 

I'll start by writing what I'm doing right now.  I sent the week end here at my Ma's house, to give my sister a break.  It's just me and her.  I love when I'm with her alone with no one else. She makes me laugh and think alot about little things or just things in general. I feel so happy being with her alone and I really enjoy being with her.  When ever I can I turn on the radio to the Mexican station on the old music station.  It beings back great memories of growing up with all my sisters and all my brothers and my parents.

This weekend I cried a lot it was a sad cry but also a happy cry.

You know how it is when your driving down a long road (Indiana highway/express way) you start to "day-dream" or think about your day or even the dream (it was about my brother that past away recently )you had last night. Of course your mind is still on the road and the cars around you.  Up ahead on left side of the shoulder I see something that looks like a dead animal well when I past it by it turns out to be a dog.  I love all animals specially dogs.  After passing it by I was so upset with God, *why does God have to do this*, poor dog, I felt so bad, so sad, I couldn’t do anything for the dog, *I should of stopped and picked up the dog *during all this I start crying *why God, why, why do I have to see “bad” things*.  Crying and crying I kept my eye on the road and started to get off my exit, all of a sudden I see another “dog” this was alive and walking towards the “Indiana Highway” *oh no dog your not going to get killed* I stopped! ran around to my trunk and grabbed my emergency “treats” when I turned around another car had stopped.  A mother and her adult son try calling for the dog but of course when I called out “I have some treats here doggie doggie” (Every dog knows the word ‘TREATS”) the dog came to me. Cute middle size tan short hair dog.  They agreed to take the dog to a ”animal shelter”.  Getting off the exit I think, *I saved a dog from being killed, thank you God, that was good!*  I was so happy! I got to my Ma’s house and again I was so so happy!

Well it's been over (Sept. 8) a month since I started my job.  It's still is very stressful, something different comes up every day & every hour.  For me it's hard to remember tiny little things I need to do.  Sometimes it takes 1 hour & 20 minutes to come home.  I do like what I'm doing but it's just trying to remember all the "things" that comes along with my job.  The day goes by fast but when I get stuck on somthing it goes by slow.  Yes, I do have people I can ask for help but I just feel that I should know this.  Being very stress out I got a very bad cold. I haven't had a cold in over 2 years, I couldn't fight it off and I couldn't take any days off.  So far this weekend or last night I only woke up 2 times, I slept though 9:00am.  This hasn't happen since (May) my brother past away.

It's a sunny nice day today, I'll "think" sunny and nice today

Well I thought I would blog today because it's my Birthday.  Not only that, but, that I can remember it's been a long, long time since all 4 of my sisters have called me to wish me Happy Birthday!  Don't get me wrong they do remember birthdays, mostly the next day .  Wow! call 4 that's Great!

Also my brother Hector remembered my birthday.  Let me tell you how.  I have a great friend called "Al" (female) and a couple of weeks ago she gave me a article she found in a magazine about "Angels never miss a family celebration". (I'm honest, sorry I have to tell you that tears are running down my face) It's about readers that share their stores about their love ones that have gone to heaven and they sometimes come back as a "Bird or a Butterfly" to say "Hi" or "I'm here!" on special days.  Stephanie's birthday card from her had "Butterflies" all over it.  When I first saw the card I thought of Hector also saying "Happy Birthday".

I miss him, Love You Hector